this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!
ehh what the hell
OH MY GOD SO NO FUCKIN BULLSHIT I SWEAR To GOD. I reblogged this an hour ago and IM NOT Lying My Tax Refund which I did in late march popped into my Bank Account, and it was a Decent sized amount……
WHAT THE FUCK Is THIS MAGIC!??!?!?! Im trying this again IM NOT BSing hahahaha thats actually pretty cool xD
A perpetual dating of terrible people while ignoring the one person who actually notices and values your jaded ass as a human being: a novel by Oliver Davey.
I’ve been getting alot of people coming forward lately asking if I need to talk, saying I seem upset. I even get yelled at for “posting too much negative shit” the odd time I share a real cry for help and not some meme. Strangers, most of them. People who know me well enough know it’s a losing battle. Instead the ones who know me ask why I don’t go see a doctor, or why don’t I stop putting my body through hell every night after complaining about my rapidly declining health all day. The answer is I’m a coward. I don’t have the mental strength to jump off of a building (tried once), overdose (tried three times) or flat out just slit my wrists in a bathtub. I end up surviving and then people bother me more. So, instead, I stop looking both ways when I cross the street, I stopped going to the doctor (beyond getting my junk checked because let’s be honest there’s no fucking way I want to die with an sti) . I drink constantly and do enough drugs to kill an elephant every night. I ignore red flags because if flame is beautiful, and it is, I’d rather watch my life burn to the ground than to snuff it out.
So, to anyone asking “what happened” or “why” now you know.
So, prepare because it’s going to happen one day. People die every day. This isn’t some new thing. But fuck if I want to stick around for arthritis.
So I’m having this issue where I’m caught in this weird phase of running a business and being in love but neither feels genuine and I’m pouring my heart into both but I’m feeling taken advantage of